Suicide Doors

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Mozardell Jean-Noel

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Its okay
This might be the day I die and its okay
And I ain't even trippin Ella Mai
Cause if I die at least I finally got the chance to get away
From all this shit that I been feeling that I'll prolly never say
So I just hide behind my high until I find a better way
Don't ignore the signs when they be right in front ya face
And start to cry when I decide to take a shot at my escape, unh

Dancing with the devil this his favorite song
I ain't sell my soul for nothin please don't take this wrong
My salvation gone can't replace a sacred bond
Last time I got on my knees I chose to eat a wasted blonde
I'm conflicted, drug addicted, sick and twisted
This year all a nigga want for Christmas is some big forgiveness
No ones business
Who I'm doin, how I'm livin', just how much I'm sinnin'
Niggas judgin man that shit a given

Gotta keep it stealth
All them years of therapy ain't help my mental health
Keep it to myself cause they won't ever understand
And I don't know if I dont want em to or they just never can
And so my go to when I'm stressin' is some pussy, porn, or percocet
And if I'm still awake that mean it ain't fulfil its purpose yet
Living everyday and still ain't figure out my purpose yet
And life without no purpose something I consider worse than death

Smokin' inna rain
Alexander Wang I got brand name strains
Demons gettin slain
Borderline insane
Niggas tell me I need help and I say straight up like la flame
I like sittin' in the dark and sippin on some even darker shit
I keep myself apart from all these niggas, don't need partnerships
Cause I ain't got no heart I burn these bridges on some arson shit
Cause I be feelin' different round these niggas on some martian shit
But I just want a chance nothin more
Crying out for help and ain't get nothin' but ignored
No one ever listens til you bleedin onna floor 
Or your thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
Thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
Thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors

Its okay
This might be the day I die and its okay
And I ain't even trippin Ella Mai
Cause if I die at least I finally got the chance to get away
From all this shit that I been feeling that I'll prolly never say
So I just hide behind my high until I find a better way
Don't ignore the signs when they be right in front ya face
And start to cry when I decide to take a shot at my escape, unh

Poppin all these pills
I can't skip a dose and if I do I get the chills
Late on all my bills
Credit score fucked
And my girl just told me she don't love me anymore, f*ck
All this goin down and I can't get up out da bed
I got a gray depression cloud that's hangin right on top my head
And I can't shake it so I take another addy to the head
And pray that shit'll get me focused but it hold me down instead, goddamn
Been like this for bout a month or two
Happens every year I swear this shit ain't even nothin new
Mama prayin' for me asking God to tell her what to do
My niggas like whats up with you and I respond like nothin' dude
I don't need no help I solve my problems on my own
I fight the darkness with a blunt and half a bottle of patron
To silence all them evil thoughts that manifest when Im alone
Before I try to find a Glock and blow em right up out my dome
I can't help you out girl I got my problems of my own
Leave my ass alone and take my number out ya phone
I won't ever listen til I'm bleedin' onna floor 
Or my thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
Thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
Thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors

Its okay
This might be the day I die and its okay
Its okay
This might be the day I die and its okay
Its okay
This might be the day I die and its okay

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