What If?
Patient Zer0
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What if I never asked to be born What if my life crashed before yours Oh I'm saying that my mind's not where it needs to be Here I go thinking that my life's changed In a minute I'll see that it's all the same And this pain inside of my heart just fades to grey, to grey Goodbye to the demons talking back to me Goodbye I'll see you in hell I'm lost in translation, a feeling of inquisition, the cold metal presses against my temple And blows my mind It blows my high, yeah Here we go, far below I can't hold on anymore, no no, no no So I just got to work, leave my thoughts alone Then when I come back home the voices they are not unknown I pack a couple bowls and stay for my daily decay My body rotten it's halfway laying inside of this casket I made I'm dying but I wonder if they'll miss me Think about the times I walked around with a smile on my face and kissed me With a sadness creeping closely behind, and my reflection holding a gun to the back of my mind I think that I been flying way too long Will I ever fall Will my name be called across the clouds yeah Will my soul live on 'Cuz life is louder than the Jordans and the money and the bitches Tell God to tell Satan that I'm no longer fucking with him Tell momma I'll be back in no time, just keep the prayers 'Cuz I ain't just anybody, no, no, no I ain't just anybody What if I never asked to be born What if my life crashed before yours Oh I'm saying that my mind's not where it needs to be Here I go thinking that my life's changed In a minute I'll see that it's all the same And this pain inside of my heart just fades to grey, to grey So now I'm popping prescriptions, just feeling it out Too scared to tell my family and friends I know they sick of me by now I know they sick of me by now, yeah that's the thought process, I know it, I know it Can't stop from feeling so I numb it, it goes like this Every fucking time I wanna save myself But I feel like I'm drowning I can't hold my breath And I know that this sounds like a cry for help, well Maybe it is, yeah maybe it is So I sit back and let these demons run around in circles in my mind Haven't felt free in a while but sometimes I feel like floating I ain't ever coming down, down, down So I just fade away I turn to dust or maybe smoke that got inhaled from the last blunt I choked to get these feelings out my damn throat And it kills me inside, that I ain't ever felt alive So every day I wake up and die I think that I been flying way too long Will I ever fall Will my name be called across the clouds yeah Will my soul live on 'Cuz life is louder than the Jordans and the money and the bitches Tell God to tell Satan that I'm no longer fucking with him Tell momma I'll be back in no time, just keep the prayers 'Cuz I ain't just anybody, no, no, no I ain't just anybody What if I never asked to be born What if my life crashed before yours Oh I'm saying that my mind's not where it needs to be Here I go thinking that my life's changed In a minute I'll see that it's all the same And this pain inside of my heart just fades to grey, to grey
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