Rock Bottom, Vol. 3

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Lewis M.

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Another day's dawn
Ping from my phone
Morning doom scroll
Before my Red Bull's even gulped
Never feels real
If the news isn't bad
Curtains down, always
To this dark, I'm attached
The soundtrack of the morning
It's sirens or cussing
Gunshots or fireworks
Can't really trust shit
If it's too quiet
I expect a fucking riot
Out my window
A muted symphony of panic
Reaching a crescendo
Flames in distance
Dreams been steadily
Getting more apocalyptic
The whole world burns
And my only job is to witness
Ashes as a souvenir
Proof of my existence
Blue & White lights stain my vision
Can't tell if its an ambulance
Taking the almost-dead to God
Or Cops following behind to finish
The fucking job
And apathy is poison
When screams settle
Into background noise
Damn
Ever been to rock bottom
A place you'll never see
Flowers or people ever blossom
Need directions
I got 'em
We all gotta go there
You'll know when you're
Next in line
The only way out is through it
It's by design
Ever been to rock bottom
A place you'll never see
Flowers or people ever blossom
Need directions
I got em
We all gotta go there
You'll know when you're
Next in line
The only way out is through it
It's by design
Welcome to Rock Bottom
Some days
I just wanna give up
Some days
I don't wanna wake up
I hit rock bottom
Out the catacombs
Air like cold metal
The place where gunpoint
Is its own form of hello
Teenage firing squads
Pack the hallways at school
Trace a tear on their face
How you know that shit ain't cool
Grew up around killers
That never met an ant
That couldn't get the fuckin boots
Don't take kindly to no plants
I was never one of them
The aim was inward with the hate
Made it to 32
Too many candles for a cake
Will I see 33
Technically 21
Is when niggas 'sposed to be done
With this life shit
Death's kiss
Why we walk like we're
Already ghosts
It's called perspective
Make due with life's unwanted lessons
Wrapped around the neck
The kinda wisdom
That'll strangle you
Relentless
Breathing's the only method
That you'll ever catching me flexing
Why I treat each breath
Like it's something I don't deserve
Like it's precious
I'll hold it close til
None of its left
Give my exhale away
The only things I own now is
My name and some acronyms
Given by a therapist
Inherited pathogens
Swimming in my brain
So, life and reality stopped
Feeling the same, nigga
This is poisonous ink splatter
Why I'm mostly silent
At complimentary chatter
Cuz, I don't know how
To fake a smile over beats
Or paint Sunshine when
It's miles outta reach
So, f*ck it
Ever been to rock bottom
A place you'll never see
Flowers or people ever blossom
Need directions
I got 'em
We all gotta go there
You'll know when you're
Next in line
The only way out is through it
It's by design
Ever been to rock bottom
A place you'll never see
Flowers or people ever blossom
Need directions
I got em
We all gotta go there
You'll know when you're
Next in line
The only way out is through it
It's by design
Welcome to Rock Bottom
Some days
I just wanna give up
Some days
I don't wanna wake up
I hit rock bottom
You either press on or give up
The only way to go
From here is up
I hit rock bottom
Some days
I just wanna give up
Some days
I don't wanna wake up
I hit rock bottom
You either press on or give up
The only way to go
From here is up
I hit rock bottom

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