Thoughts Of The Moment II

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Seungrae

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Ay, ay
If I could somehow let you feel what it's like to be like me
I'm gladly allow you to try
Yelas think it's so easy when 
They never see the behind the scenes of the movie called my life
Many nights without sleeping just writing my demons down
Hoping that some of them leave me alone
Yeh I used to like smoking with homies
But now I prefer getting high by myself, I don't know
Why I be like this, ay, when did I grow
So fucking violent, I lost control
Time never slow, and the next thing
I know I be cutting off people like sorry new phone
I've been starving for more money, everyday thinking of new ways to hustle
See I believe everything possible
Anything I put my mind to I can achieve if I wanted to
I know that they say I was born for this
When they don't know much I really worked for it
Was never birthed with it, I had to work for it
had to be persistent no matter what it took
Cold winters back in the Six O Four
No heating, my toes don't feel anymore
Kitchen a stovetop in the garage, I had to bring my food up to the 2nd floor
Remember one time I slipped and spilled everything
And I still ate it cuz I was broke
Liver the cheapest among the lot
Taste shitty but ninety nine cents a plug

Ay, running away from the pain, from the drugs
And it don't help when everything only ten bucks, shit, that's less than meal
Dealer the homie, but I'd never blame him for my ordeal
Even if I was him, I'd just be plugging me up
Hooking me up with whatever I needed for me to feel something
I've done it all and done it so much
I realized that in the end all of it fucking mean nothing
They tripping on something, they telling me
They be moving clouds and that they see my aura orange
F*ck if I end up like that, had to stop taking acid tabs and smoking DMT
Sorry mama don't think I'll ever be coming back
But I'm just better now at pretending I'm fine
If I could somehow let you feel what it's like to be like me
I'm gladly allow you to try
Top of my game, I done taught it myself
I ain't copy no cat, I ain't ask for no help
I been carved by the pain, now my mental unbreakable
Gun to my head but the trigger they afraid to pull
It ain't debatable who the fucking best is
Had to prove it to you, that's unexpected, I know
Yelas think I don't remember
But my memory clear as day, that's perfect weather
Ain't settled with less and they said I'm addicted to money
But you see addiction is funny, I'm having a laugh
F*ck it, I ain't looking back when I'm going
The homies be asking me when I be home when really I ain't know anymore
I ain't slowing down so maybe never
If I ever see you again, yeh, it better be when we at the top and not at the end

Forget it, they won't ever get it, what's the point of me telling em shit?
Thick headed bitches, they asking for wisdom 
But still never listen, just sucking my dick
Homies who swim in the deep with me
Eventually they get lost in the sea and just drift
Don't give a f*ck what you think of me
I'm too busy just doing my own fucking thing
If I could somehow share the pain in me
I be happy to all let em have a sip
Meanwhile they keep on asking 
When I be dropping a new single or album next?
Daft cuz they never know how it be, but I guess I'm making it look effortless
In my element when I ride the rhythm, flow be unforgiving
Like it's murderous, yeh, I be turnin heads like Regan
Ain't care bout your feelings
Ain't care bout the opinions of sheep, I'm a wolf under sheep skin
I'm heating seeking when fired up
Ain't no dodging this L that I'm about to brand on you
I'm pouring this slime in my cup
Had to cut the weed cuz I got Korean blood in me
I f*ck her like it's my last f*ck
Probably cuz this the first and the last time she'll be seeing me
I ain't mean anything by it
I just don't have time to wait
If you don't know or can't decide, it makes
It easier for me to bounce, don't say
You missing me, when I don't know your name
So many hoes want me to come and save em
Sorry but never, this dom ain't breaking
I'd rather keep things not complicated
They think I'm bluffing till they fall in love
F*ck it, if they wanna cut it, then cut it
I couldn't care less, whether love me or not
It won't stop me moving up, like I'm lighter than air, I'm moonwalking on clouds
Where they at now, they nowhere to be found
Error four o four you internet clowns
The pendulum bounces while I'm just thinking aloud
It's like I'm convinced I'm the greatest right now

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