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I don't wanna make it sound like it's worse than it is
But it's been a minute since I wrote some personal shit
I've been searching again trying to find myself
Had to learn to pretend every time I dwell
On the shit from the past that they slammed me with
Took twenty one years to learn somethings can't be fixed
I handled it the best I could
I can't lie I'm a man of sin
The rest I pushed aside, It was damaging
These old memories I'm overly attached with Imagine,
If I could've had everything
That I have right now back then, classic
Examples of where I've been and where I'm going
Time is a bitch
It's almost like resurrection how I'm dying to live
My mindset is something I'm always trying to fix
I'm a workaholic with music I'm tired within
It's hard to tell if rapping's a passion, a habit, or an addiction
I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to quit this
But something keeps pulling me back to it, I miss when
I had personality but i'm losing it to this shit
It's worse than it seems
I'm burdened with schemes
Cursed with a dream
Tryna stop at this point seems worthless indeed
Blurriest needs
The best is something I'm determined to be
When they withdrew, I improved
It's easy to get caught up in all the shit that I've been through
All the drama that ensued, the misused
Made amends with some of the people that I've dissed too
It's old news, water under the bridge
But I had no clue of the extent
Everyone was trying to go to
I was never vocal I'm still learning to be social
For example
I ran into my half brother that I've never spoke to
We're related but he's someone I was never close to
I froze as my emotions started to show through
But I tried to play it off like most do
Couldn't believe what I was seeing
Thinking it was fate, meaning
I was caught up in a daze
Felt like I was day dreaming
Never tried to speak to me
Probably for the same reason
Cause maybe he just didn't know what to say either
But I know that he knew who I was though
Everything that could've been said is unknown
Maybe a hug or a punch thrown
Either way I wanna let him know it's all love bro
Nobody ever told me much
I got mad cause it felt like they would box me in
But he prolly still holds a grudge
Cause our dad was there for me but not for him
Damn
Heavy thoughts constantly weighing down on me
A mental battle wonder what outcome that'll be
Planet earth is the island of misfits in the sea of the galaxy
And man its hard enough just dealing with reality
Almost feels like a fallacy every ounce of me
Is used to giving people a hand so they can count on me
F*ck your bragging rights
How can they tell me to get lost when I don't know where I'm at in life
The worse I get the better the verse I spit
No alternatives, interpret this
I pray to god questioning what my purpose is
With no response in sight, no occurrences
Maybe rap is something that he led me to
A god given talent to make catchy tunes
But it also puts me in a stressful mood
I gotta learn to balance it, the neglectful truth

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