Its On Me

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Hello to who is out there
Not to worry, I'm not your enemy
All I need is seconds of your time
I've been searching and I lost my way
I've been soul searching
And I'm not sure about my progress
Dreaming of the days I paid mummas bills
But I don't know what day it is
Everything I spat is the truth
My work ethic came with a cost
I'm tired of hurting the ones
Who loved me the most?
The way I've been fighting lately
Stepping in the fire, through the hell of it
My demons were my doctors
They keep writing scripts for my medicine
Pint of jack, perfect depressants
I held that prescription in my hands
I never shoulda listened to you
I could've just turned and ran
Two months, and feeling worse
I'm thankful I never asked you again
It took a tone of convincing
To be the one to make the change
I just wanna say I'm sorry
I'm sorry to my Mumma
All the drinks in my draw
That's on me, it's on me
I just don't want you to worry
You don't need to bother
All the pain I caused
That's on me, it's on me
I just wanna say I'm sorry
I'm sorry to my Mumma
All the drinks in my draw
That's on me, it's on me
I just don't want you to worry
You don't need to bother
All the pain I caused
That's on me, it's on me
I got a call the other day
It was my doctor calling to check on me
I haven't heard from you in years
But I heard you're going through some shit
I never shoulda told you maybe
I never shoulda picked up the phone
Leave me the f*ck alone
Cause I'm tired of buying all these drinks
What does it cost to feel better?
I don't care if costs a piece of myself
I'll never take a drink again
If I ever got to be someone else
I'll never catch a case again
If I ever received my better day
I don't wanna keep apologising
I just can't get out my own way
But the only things keeping me alive
Is the way I get to tell my story
And this everlasting drive to succeed
And live without a single worry
My family wants me alive
How come nobody else does
Most of you would call this karma
This is just how it goes
No friends, no one to trust
Please don't try to change that
My only loyalty is myself
And the bars on my notepad
An empty bottle of barcadi
Sits on top of my wardrobe
It makes me feel like I'm not alone
Just look how far I've come
I just wanna say I'm sorry
I'm sorry to my Mumma
All the drinks in my draw
That's on me, it's on me
I just don't want you to worry
You don't need to bother
All the pain I caused
That's on me, it's on me
I just wanna say I'm sorry
I'm sorry to my Mumma
All the drinks in my draw
That's on me, it's on me
I just don't want you to worry
You don't need to bother
All the pain I caused
That's on me, it's on me

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