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suicide, couldn't say my last good-bye
Lucky for me I wanted life by the throat, necktie
I used to be so lost as a little kid
Lived my whole childhood

dollar house
Nam sayin' had to grow up fast
Ten years old when my Daddy got sick so my Mom started picking up the slack
Full house feel alone time to man

both then I gotta go
If you don't got both then I gotta go
Back in my teen
I was a hell of a fiend
A empty soul with no dream
Always planning on a scheme

day by day
Aye
Uh
Ever ride fast on top of a drift?
Can it ride fast if you constantly stiff?
I got the crew that I'm constantly with
I got the flow

the pieces together now watch them fall just like some dominos
At 13 I'm in debt I owed it to my older self and now it's time to collect
All these years that

doing this shit since 13 years old
So behold
Its the bedbug, with the mold
Ritual of the mole
(Pop)
(pop)
It's time to repent
Got them bitches left

money, for my education
Instead I was drinking it away with every clubbing session
My relations with Ityma were getting sour with
Every conversation we we

I can't foresee you staying here
My friend of years imprisoned by my fragile fucking feelings for
You and everything that makes you who you are
I

sing about that, that’d be fine by me"
In the old days they’d call that a duet I think
Grabbed a bottle of Mineragua
And from my nightstand an orange

been the greatest
see the fact is, what you doing I did it
lames trying to clone my style, run with it
thats cool, I was the first one with it
you

beat you quick
My older sister loves animals
She got a rabbit at 6 years old
Ever since then she just got more and more and more and more and more
She

'em a hand 
Thanks it's an honor to be here 
I'm a help y'all make the most of the school year 
But first I think it's essential 
To tell you bout my

(The date is March 13)
I think I'm in love
(2024)
I think I'm in love
(And one year ago I asked the most beautiful girl in the world to be mine)
I

killin it
I been the villain man
F13 that be the killer clan
We makin bands but way too many it don't fit inside our hands
Can't pass my mans
Lame in

that less than any other one?

Three years ago noncooperation with the draft
Was not a reality
There were a few people who did it
But you know, by

on stolen land
The mind pulls the strings while
The body do the dance
And the dream fully awake
Walkin on swollen glands

At eleven years old I sold my
Soul

its mold
(Said imagine Mary Jane)
Five years old, Behind a closet door
(Not living by his name)
Justice lost, innocence abused
(But I've denied for

It was 09 Written away 
13, no cap Id graduate 
15 I ha pay rent for my place 
16 couldn’t pay rent for my place 
Nowhere to stay 
but focused is

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion 
Tryna keep up with you
cnd I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I said too

bullied
Picked on teased and tormented
Not just kids at school
But my own damn sibling
I had 0 self esteem by the time i was 11
Used to write in my journal

stay in my own lane and still be by your side. Life is only a journey with interactions (being) the tour guide. I'll ensure I'm on the right path

Spirit
My God creates with mass precision, Satan and half is gifted

Christ won't destroy this wicked system without a finger lifted
So I suggest you seek

Guilty for doing raw
Middle finger to the law, nigga
Gripping my balls

Now all you hypocrites, witness the injustice
Conversations taped illegally
Then

my own throat by being nice to other people that’s why they call me the goat
Go fuck your self 
Excuse me?

Closer to the bank
Closer to the brink