Lyrics:
I was wide awake again last night
I'm losing comprehension of what's weighing on my mind
All these pictures I've painted fade as they're exposed
mask
I didnt tell you because you didn't ask
I was never supposed to stay this long
Demons hate when I start writing songs
If you think I do this for
Give a damn if they try to throw that dirt up on my name
You was never quite the fan of my virtues
But my intentions, they was not to hurt you
I was
makeshift home
Was it a dream? Was it a crutch?
Was it more than I was ready for?
Was it a dream? Was it a crutch?
Or maybe too much?
I hear you
around it
When I'm around it
I was
When I'm around it
When I'm around it
I was
I step closer, but i'm afraid
Cause I haven't well behaved
Still
I came into class and I was late because I lurk
I sit next to Satan and I copy all his work
We began to get along and he says everyday
All I ever
am so naive
You made this mess
I'm always striving
To do my best
It hurt but it was worth it
It hurt but it was worth it
It hurt but it was worth it
to put you down
I'm sorry that it went this far
But it was easy to come crawling back
And I hate myself for that
(You wouldn't let go)
(It's okay
Sit back and take notes
I already know ropes
I was raised in these streets
I already know the road
This game can be beat
But I already know the code
without him
I haven't seen him since i was in the 7th grade (when things just went crazy)
God thank you for always sticking by me
Thank you for always being
and understand if you can
His daddy was a poor man
But he was proud and tall he'd stand
A man's life is fragile
It is ruined so easily these days
And all
dreams
But that is not me
I want to live so badly I'm willing to die doing it
But I will not be my undoing
Because this was not my choice
And I've heard
They askin Cedar Banks how do you do it
I been grindin since I was a little kid
Everybody wanna follow suit in how I live
They never knew my name now
that this is for real
I know I was blind
I couldn't see what you wanted to find
I know it was too late
Nothing could be changed and it was leading
to take it slow
Come on let's hop right in my coupe or won't you go
Baby let it gooo baby let it gooo baby let it go baby let it
First time I saw her it was
Niggas Make it i swear they get lucky
I gotta take it and make these hoes love me
They was like fuck me
I was down bad with no food in my tummy
I had
so thick and slime
Despice, you won't find that in my rhymes
Coz we live in the present
And we work for a future
The past was just another segment
Once upon a time there was a noble knight
Always so confident always so right
When he was standing was hugging too tight
And even on land he would go
I was your day
I was midnight
Wanna feel you close
Wanna be that standby
I was your day yeah
I was midnight
Wanna feel you close
Wanna be that
like the fourth time
Third time you saw me you thought I was shy as shit
But honestly I was probably just high as shit
Now I'm looking at you and you fly
Cold nights
I swear to God we all remember
Those nights
Way back I remember when my Soul was bright
Insides feel like December
I just hold tight
No
Oh Lazarus was raised from the dead
Oh Lazarus was raised from the dead
I don't know who he was, but I heard what he said
I'm too broke to care, I'm
It was down at old Joe's barroom
At the corner of the square
The was servin' drinks as usual
And the usual crowd was there
On my left stood Big Joe
lie
For years
And I'm so sick of gettin' over it
Hey I'm
Still waiting
To hurt like
You made me
I was only just a boy whose heart and voice were
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